no new news

well, it has been quiet around here lately. Since the last time one of my mobs wanted to have a "friendly" conversation with me, in which s/he tried to fix me up, i.e. tell me not to cross his/her path (as if I am the one who is ever interested in other people's business). But I guess, when others' plots and regular business involves your actions (i.e. manipulation), minding your own business can very well be against their wish, and thus considered crossing their path... So, since that last conversation, not much has happened. And I wonder (i.e. worry) if really nothing is happening, or couldn't yet another scheme be running in the background, because the bully will not simply give up messing with me. No that could not be; I cannot see that. This is another characteristic (or downside) of being bullied; you are always nervous and anxious, that some one will any time soon do something to you, that you will soon see what they had been doing and feel stupid and be caught off-guard. It does make you feel like trying to control everything. You just cannot get over with the idea that you have no control over others' behavior.